"Had danger woo'd me on to move Through rending steel, and rolling fire: "Nor needst thou doubt this speech from one "Who would but do-what he hath done. "Death is but what the haughty brave, "The weak must bear, the wretch must crave; "Then let Life go to him who gave: "I have not quail'd to danger's brow "When high and happy-need I now ? "I loved her, friar! nay, adored- "It warm'd the heart of one abhorr'd: "The very name of Nazarene "Was wormwood to his Paynim spleen. "Ungrateful fool! since but for brands "Well wielded in some hardy hands, "And wounds by Galileans given, "The surest pass to Turkish heaven, "For him his Houris still might wait 66 Impatient at the prophet's gate. "I loved her-love will find its way "Through paths where wolves would fear to prey, "And if it dares enough, 'twere hard "If passion met not some reward— "No matter how, or where, or why, "I did not vainly seek, nor sigh: "Yet sometimes, with remorse, in vain "I wish she had not loved again. "She died-I dare not tell thee how; "But look-'tis written on my brow! "There read of Cain the curse and crime, "In characters unworn by time: "Still, ere thou dost condemn me, pause; "Not mine the act, though I the cause. "Yet did he but what I had done "Had she been false to more than one. "Faithless to him, he gave the blow; "But true to me, I laid him low: "Howe'er deserved her doom might be, "Her treachery was truth to me; "To me she gave her heart, that all "Which tyranny can ne'er enthrall; "And I, alas! too late to save! "Yet all I then could give, I gave, "'Twas some relief, our foe a grave. "His death sits lightly; but her fate "Has made me-what thou well may'st hate. "His doom was seal'd-he knew it well, "Warn'd by the voice of stern Taheer, "Deep in whose darkly boding ear (40) "The deathshot peal'd of murder near, "As filed the troop to where they fell! "He died too in the battle broil, "A time that heeds nor pain nor toil; "One cry to Mahomet for aid, "One prayer to Alla all he made: "He knew and cross'd me in the fray"I gazed upon him where he lay, "And watch'd his spirit ebb away: 66 Though pierced like pard by hunters' steel, "He felt not half that now I feel. "I search'd, but vainly search'd, to find 66 Betray'd his rage, but no remorse. 66 Oh, what had Vengeance given to trace "The late repentance of that hour, * "The cold in clime are cold in blood, "Their love can scarce deserve the name; "But mine was like the lava flood "That boils in Etna's breast of flame. "I cannot prate in puling strain "Of ladye-love, and beauty's chain: "If changing cheek, and scorching vein, "Lips taught to writhe, but not complain, "If bursting heart, and madd'ning brain, "And daring deed, and vengeful steel, "And all that I have felt, and feel, "Betoken love that love was mine, "And shown by many a bitter sign. ""Tis true, I could not whine nor sigh, "I knew but to obtain or die. "I die-but first I have possess'd, "And come what may, I have been blest. "Shall I the doom I sought upbraid? "No-reft of all, yet undismay'd "But for the thought of Leila slain, "Give me the pleasure with the pain, "So would I live and love again. "I grieve, but not, my holy guide! "For him who dies, but her who died: "She sleeps beneath the wandering wave"Ah! had she but an earthly grave, "This breaking heart and throbbing head "Should seek and share her narrow bed. "She was a form of life and light, "That, seen, became a part of sight; "And rose, where'er I turn'd mine eye, "The Morning-star of Memory! "Yes, Love indeed is light from heaven; "A spark of that immortal fire "With angels shared, by Alla given, "To lift from earth our low desire. "Devotion wafts the mind above, "But Heaven itself descends in love; A feeling from the Godhead caught, "To wean from self each sordid thought; "A Ray of him who form'd the whole; A Glory circling round the soul! "I grant my love imperfect, all "That quench'd, what beam shall break my night? "Oh! would it shone to lead me still, Although to death or deadliest ill! Why marvel ye, if they who lose "This present joy, this future hope, "No more with sorrow meekly cope; "In phrensy then their fate accuse : "In madness do those fearful deeds "That seem to add but guilt to woe? "Alas! the breast that inly bleeds "Hath nought to dread from outward blow: "Who falls from all he knows of bliss, "Cares little into what abyss. "Fierce as the gloomy vulture's now "To thee, old man, my deeds appear: "I read abhorrence on thy brow, |