Thou, who in wisdom placed me here, To Thee, my God, to Thee I call! If, when this dust to dust's restored, My soul shall float on airy wing, How shall thy glorious name adored Inspire her feeble voice to sing! But, if this fleeting spirit share With clay the grave's eternal bed, While life yet throbs, I raise my prayer, Though doom'd no more to quit the dead. To Thee I breathe my humble strain, Grateful for all thy mercies past, And hope, my God, to thee again This erring life may fly at last. December 29. 1806. [First published, 1830.] TO EDWARD NOEL LONG, ESQ. 1 In Granta's vale, the pedant's lore; Yes, I will hope that Time's broad wing Will shed around some dews of spring: But if his scythe must sweep the flowers Which bloom among the fairy bowers, [This young gentleman, who was with Lord Byron both at Harrow and Cambridge, afterwards entered the Guards, and served with distinction in the expedition to Copenhagen. He was drowned early in 1809, when on his way to join the army in the Peninsula; the transport in which he sailed being run foul of in the night by another of the convoy. Long's Where smiling Youth delights to dwell, To soothe its wonted heedless flow; But ne'er forget another's woe. Yes, as you knew me in the days O'er which Remembrance yet delays, Still may I rove, untutor'd, wild, And even in age at heart a child. Though now on airy visions borne, To you my soul is still the same. Oft has it been my fate to mourn, And all my former joys are tame. But, hence! ye hours of sable hue! Your frowns are gone, my sorrows o'er: By every bliss my childhood knew, I'll think upon your shade no more. Thus, when the whirlwind's rage is past, And caves their sullen roar enclose, We heed no more the wintry blast, When lull'd by zephyr to repose. Full often has my infant Muse Attuned to love her languid lyre; The strains in stolen sighs expire. And Mary's given to another; The aid which once improved their light, But now, dear LONG, 't is midnight's noon, And clouds obscure the watery moon, Whose beauties I shall not rehearse, Described in every stripling's verse; father," says Lord Byron, "wrote to me to write his ent epitaph. I promised but I had not the heart to compie He was such a good, amiable being as rarely rema in this world; with talent and accomplishments, too, to t him the more regretted." Byron Diary, 1821.] TO A LADY. 2 OH! had my fate been join'd with thine, To thee these early faults I owe, To thee, the wise and old reproving : They know my sins, but do not know "T was thine to break the bonds of loving. For once my soul, like thine, was pure, And all its rising fires could smother; But now thy vows no more endure, Bestow'd by thee upon another. Perhaps his peace I could destroy, And spoil the blisses that await him; Yet let my rival smile in joy, For thy dear sake I cannot hate him. Ah! since thy angel form is gone, My heart no more can rest with any; But what it sought in thee alone, Attempts, alas! to find in many. Then fare thee well, deceitful maid! 'T were vain and fruitless to regret thee; Nor Hope, nor Memory yield their aid, But Pride may teach me to forget thee. Yet all this giddy waste of years, This tiresome round of palling pleasures; These varied loves, these matron's fears, These thoughtless strains to passion's measures [The two friends were both passionately attached to Harrow; and sometimes made excursions thither together, to revive their school-boy recollections.] 2 [Mrs. Musters. See ante, p. 384.] 3["Our union would have healed feuds in which blood had been shed by our fathers-it would have joined lands broad and rich-it would have joined at least one heart, and two persons not ill matched in years (she is two years my elder), and-and-and-what has been the result?"- Byron Diary, 1821.] ["Our meetings," says Lord Byron, in 1822, "were stolen ones, and a gate leading from Mr. Chaworth's grounds to those of my mother was the place of our interviews. But the I WOULD I WERE A CARELESS CHILD. I WOULD I were a careless child, Still dwelling in my Highland cave, Or roaming through the dusky wild, Or bounding o'er the dark blue wave; The cumbrous pomp of Saxon 5 pride Accords not with the freeborn soul, Which loves the mountain's craggy side, And seeks the rocks where billows roll. Fortune! take back these cultured lands, Take back this name of splendid sound! I hate the touch of servile hands, I hate the slaves that cringe around. Place me along the rocks I love, Which sound to Ocean's wildest roar; I ask but this-again to rove Through scenes my youth hath known before. Few are my years, and yet I feel The world was ne'er design'd for me: Ah! why do dark'ning shades conceal The hour when man must cease to be? Once I beheld a splendid dream, A visionary scene of bliss: Truth!-wherefore did thy hated beam Awake me to a world like this? I loved - but those I loved are gone; When all its former hopes are dead! Though pleasure stirs the maddening soul, The heart-the heart-is lonely still. 6 ardour was all on my side. I was serious; she was volatile: she liked me as a younger brother, and treated and laughed at me as a boy; she, however, gave me her picture, and that was something to make verses upon. Had I married her, perhaps the whole tenour of my life would have been different."] 5 Sassenach, or Saxon, a Gaelic word, signifying either Lowland or English. 6 [The "imagination all compact," which the greatest poet who ever lived has assigned as the distinguishing badge of his brethren, is in every case a dangerous gift. It exaggerates, indeed, our expectations, and can often hid its possessor hope, where hope is lost to reason; but the delusive pleasure arising from these visions of imagination resembles that of a child, How dull! to hear the voice of those Whom rank or chance, whom wealth or power, Have made, though neither friends nor foes, Associates of the festive hour. Give me again a faithful few, In years and feelings still the same, And I will fly the midnight crew, Where boist'rous joy is but a name. And woman, lovely woman! thou, When e'en thy smiles begin to pall! This busy scene of splendid woe, To make that calm contentment mine, Which virtue knows, or seems to know. Fain would I fly the haunts of men- Whose gloom may suit a darken'd mind. WHEN I ROVED A YOUNG HIGHLANDER. WHEN I roved a young Highlander o'er the dark heath, Yet it could not be love, for I knew not the name,What passion can dwell in the heart of a child? But still I perceive an emotion the same As I felt, when a boy, on the crag-cover'd wild: One image alone on my bosom impress'd, I loved my bleak regions, nor panted for new; And few were my wants, for my wishes were bless'd; And pure were my thoughts, for my soul was with you. I arose with the dawn; with my dog as my guide, For the first of my prayers was a blessing on you. I left my bleak home, and my visions are gone; And delight but in days I have witness'd before: Ah! splendour has raised, but embitter'd, my lot; More dear were the scenes which my infancy knew: Though my hopes may have fail'd, yet they are not forgot; Though cold is my heart, still it lingers with you. When I see some dark hill point its crest to the sky, And climb'd thy steep summit, oh Morven of snow ! When, haply, some light-waving locks I behold, Or the mist of the tempest that gather'd below, 3 Untutor'd by science, a stranger to fear, And rude as the rocks where my infancy grew, No feeling, save one, to my bosom was dear; Need I say, my sweet Mary+, 'twas center'd in you? whose notice is attracted by a fragment of glass to which a sun-beam has given momentary splendour. He hastens to the spot with breathless impatience, and finds the object of his curiosity and expectation is equally vulgar and worthless. Such is the man of quick and exalted powers of imagination. His fancy over-estimates the object of his wishes, and pleasure, fame, distinction, are alternately pursued, attained, and despised when in his power. Like the enchanted fruit in the palace of a sorcerer, the objects of his admiration lose their attraction and value as soon as they are grasped by the adventurer's hand, and all that remains is regret for the time lost in the chase, and astonishment at the hallucination under which it was undertaken. The disproportion between hope and possession, which is felt by all men, is thus doubled to those whom nature has endowed with the power of gilding a distant prospect by the rays of imagination. These reflections, though trite and obvious, are in a manner forced from us by the poetry of Lord Byron,- by the sentiments of weariness of life and enmity with the world which they so frequently express.and by the singular analogy which such sentiments hold with well-known incidents of his life.-SIR W. SCOTT.] 1" And I said, Oh! that I had wings like a dove; for then would I fly away, and be at rest."-Psalm lv. 6. This verse also constitutes a part of the most beautiful anthem in our language. 2 Morven, a lofty mountain in Aberdeenshire. "Gormal of snow," is an expression frequently to be found in Ossian. 3 This will not appear extraordinary to those who have been accustomed to the mountains. It is by no means uncommon, on attaining the top of Ben-e-vis, Ben-y-bourd, &c. to perceive, between the summit and the valley, clouds pouring down rain, and occasionally accompanied by lightning, while the spectator literally looks down upon the storm, perfectly secure from its effects. 4 [In Lord Byron's Diary for 1813, he says, "I have been thinking lately a good deaf of Mary Duff. How very odd that I should have been so utterly, devotedly fond of that girl, at That faintly resemble my Mary's in hue, I think on the long flowing ringlets of gold, Yet the day may arrive when the mountains once more Shall rise to my sight in their mantles of snow: 7 an age when I could neither feel passion, nor know the meaning of the word. And the effect My mother used always to rally me about this childish amour; and, at last, many years after, when I was sixteen, she told me one day; Oh, Byron, I have had a letter from Edinburgh, from Miss Abercromby, and your old sweetheart, Mary Duff, is married to a Mr. Cockburn.' [Robert Cockburn, Esq. of Edinburgh.] And what was my answer? I really cannot explain or account for my feelings at that moment; but they nearly threw me into convulsions-to the horror of my mother, and the astonishment of every body. And it is a phenomenon in my existence (for I was not eight years old), which has puzzled, and will puzzle me to the latest hour of it."- Again, in January, 1s15, a few days after his marriage, in a letter to his friend Captain Hay, the poet thus speaks of his childish attachment: - Pray tell me more-or as much as you like, of your cousin Mary. I believe I told you our story some years ago. I was twentyseven a few days ago, and I have never seen her since we were children, and young children too; but I never forget her. nor ever can. You will oblige me with presenting her with my best respects, and all good wishes. It may seem ridica lous-but it is at any rate, I hope, not offensive to her sar hers-in me to pretend to recollect anything about her, at so early a period of both our lives, almost, if not quite, in o nurseries; but it was a pleasant dream, which she must pardon me for remembering. Is she pretty still? I have the most perfect idea of her person, as a child; but Time, I sup pose, has played the devil with us both."] 5 "Breasting the lofty surge."- SHAKSPEARE. The Dee is a beautiful river, which rises near Mar Lodge, and falls into the sea at New Aberdeen. 6 Colbleen is a mountain near the verge of the Highlands not far from the ruins of Dee Castle. 7 [In the spring of 1807, on recovering from a severe illars, Lord Byron had projected a visit to Scotland. The plan w not put into execution; but he thus adverts to it, in a letter dated in August, and addressed to his fair correspondent w Southwell" On Sunday I set off for the Highlands. A friend of mine accompanies me in my carriage to Edinburgh. There we shall leave it, and proceed in a tandem through the western parts to Inverary, where we shall purchase shelties, to enable us to view places inaccessible to vehicular conveyances. On the coast we shall hire a vessel, and visit the most remarkable of the Hebrides, and, if we have time and favourable weather, mean to sail as far as Iceland, only three hundred miles from the northern extremity of Caledonia, to peep at Hecla. I mean to collect all the Erse traditions, poeins, &c. And yet, while Beauty's praise is thine, Harmonious favourite of the Nine ! Repine not at thy lot. Thy soothing lays may still be read, And critics are forgot. Still I must yield those worthies merit, Bad rhymes, and those who write them; I really will not fight them. 1 Perhaps they would do quite as well Now, Clare, I must return to you; Accept, then, my concession. In truth, dear Clare, in fancy's flight I think I said 't would be your fate Yet since in danger courts abound, But those who best deserve you! Not for a moment may you stray Oh! if you wish that happiness article on Epistles, Odes, and other Poems, by Thomas Little, Esq."] 1 A bard (horresco referens) defied his reviewer to mortal combat. If this example becomes prevalent, our periodical censors must be dipped in the river Styx: for what else can secure them from the numerous host of their enraged assailants? ["Of all I have ever known, Clare has always been the least altered in every thing from the excellent qualities and kind affections which attached me to him so strongly at school. I should hardly have thought it possible for society (or the world, as it is called) to leave a being with so little of And though some trifling share of praise, To me were doubly dear; LINES WRITTEN BENEATH AN ELM IN THE SPOT of my youth! whose hoary branches sigh, How do thy branches, moaning to the blast, And seem to whisper, as they gently swell, When fate shall chill, at length, this fever'd breast! And here it linger'd, here my heart might lie; September 2. 1907. [The "Lines written beneath an Elm at Harrow," wm the last in the little volume printed at Newark in 1807. The reader is referred to Mr. Moore's Notices, for earious m teresting particulars respecting the impression produced in Lord Byron's mind by the celebrated Critique of his juvenat the leaven of bad passions. I do not speak from personal etperience only, but from all I have ever heard of her from others, during absence and distance.” —- Byron Diary, ¡×24) 3 [On losing his natural daughter, Allegra, în April, 1 Lord Byron sent her remains to be buried at Harme "where," he says, in a letter to Mr. Murray, "I once bogat to have laid my own." "There is," he adds, "a spot in be church-yard, near the footpath, on the brow of the hill lockigg towards Windsor, and a tomb under a large tree (bearing the name of Peachie, or Peachey), where I used to sit for bein and hours when a boy. This was my favourite spot, but ta I wish to erect a tablet to her memory, the body had better be deposited in the church;"— and it was so accordingly ] |