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ble to be stunted downwards by your associates. The trumpet does not more stun you by its loudness, than a whisper teazes you by its provoking inaudibility.

ours.

Why are we never quite at our ease in the presence of a schoolmaster?-because we are conscious that he is not quite at his ease in He is awkward, and out of place, in the society of his equals. He comes like Gulliver from among his little people, and he cannot fit the stature of his understanding to yours. He cannot meet you on the square. He wants a point given him, like an indifferent whist-player. He is so used to teaching, that he wants to be teaching you. One of these professors, upon my complaining that these little sketches of mine were any thing but methodical, and that I was unable to make them otherwise, kindly offered to instruct me in the method, by which young gentlemen in his seminary were taught to compose English themes. -The jests of a schoolmaster are eoarse, or thin. They do not tell out of school. He is under the restraint of a formal and didactive hypocrisy in company, as a clergyman is under a moral one. He can no more let his intellect loose in society, than the other can his inclinations. -He is forlorn among his co-evals; kis juniors cannot be his friends.

I take blame to myself," said a sensible man of this profession, writing to a friend respecting a youth who had quitted his school abruptly, "that your nephew was not more attached to me. But persons in my situation are more to be pitied, than can well be imagined. We are surrounded by young, and, consequently, ardently affectionate hearts, but we can never hope to share an atom of their affections. The relation of master and scholar forbids this. How pleasing this must be to you, how I envy your feelings, my friends will sometimes say to me, when they see young men, whom I have educated, return after some years absence from school, their eyes shining with pleasure, while they shake hands with their old master, bringing a present of game to me, or a toy to my wife; and thanking me in the warmest terms for my care of their education. A holyday is begged for the boys;

the house is a scene of happiness; I, only, am sad at heart. This finespirited and warm-hearted youth, who fancies he repays his master with gratitude for the care of his boyish years-this young man-in the eight long years I watched over him with a parent's anxiety, never could repay me with one look of genuine feeling. He was proud, when I praised; he was submissive, when I reproved him; but he did never love me-and what he now mistakes for gratitude and kindness for me, is but the pleasant sensation, which all persons feel at revisiting the scene of their boyish hopes and fears; and the seeing on equal terms the man they were accustomed to look up to with reverence."

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"My wife too," this interesting correspondent goes on to say, "my once darling Anna, is the wife of a schoolmaster.When I courted her, when I married her-knowing that the wife of a schoolmaster ought to be a busy notable creature, and fearing that my gentle Anna would ill supply the loss of my dear bustling mother, just then dead, who never sat still, was in every part of the house in a moment, and whom I was obliged sometimes to threaten to fasten down in a chair, to save her from fatiguing herself to deathwhen I expressed my fears, that I was bringing her into a way of life unsuitable to her, she, who loved me tenderly, promised for my sake to exert herself to perform the duties of her new situation. She promised, and she has kept her word. What wonders will not a woman's love perform? My house is managed with a propriety and decorum, unknown in other schools; my boys are well fed, look healthy, and have every proper accommodation; and all this performed with a careful economy, that never descends to meanness. But I have lost my gentle, helpless Anna!-When we sit down to enjoy an hour of repose after the fatigue of the day, I am compelled to listen to what have been her useful (and they are really useful) employments through the day, and what she proposes for her tomorrow's task. Her heart and her features are changed by the duties of her situation. To the boys, she never appears other than the master's

wife; and she looks up to me, as to the boys' master, to whom all show of fond affection would be highly improper, and unbecoming the dignity of her situation and mine. Yet this -gratitude forbids me to hint to her. For my sake she submitted to be this altered creature, and can I re

proach her for it? These kind of complaints are not often drawn from me. I am aware that I am a fortunate, I mean, a prosperous man

scribing any farther. For the comMy feelings prevent me from tranmunication of this letter I am indebted to my cousin Bridget. ELIA.

VERSES

TO THE MEMORY OF A YOUNG FRIEND.

No need there is, in hymning thee,
Passionate epithets to borrow;
Thy requiem should rather be

A tender strain of gentle sorrow:
None of the hopeless gloom of woe

Should cloud the poet's mind who sings thee;—
At least to me, it seems not so,

As Memory now thy image brings, me.

"Tis true that DEATH,-e'en death like thine
Is more than slumber's "brief forgetting:
'Even summer's suns, howe'er they shine,
May not be cloudless at their setting.
But, if that setting hour be calm,-

Those clouds the more enhance its splendour:
And round thy own is some such charm,
Making it touching, pure, and tender!

Young-guileless-gentle and beloved
By the small circle who best knew thee
Fond recollections, unreproved,
;

When thou art named, still cling unto thee!
No tears may start :-for Hope supplies,
For thee, thoughts unallied to anguish ;

But pensive looks, and softest sighs,

Tell how we loved-and for thee languish !

For me, I own, though months had past,
Ere thy departure, since I met thee;
Such spell is round thy memory cast,
I cannot, gentle friend! forget thee.
O no! some hours I spent with thee
Were dear-from various mingled causes;
Moments from worldly turmoil free,-

For thought, and feeling,-breathing pauses.

And they were spent,-not in the din

Of crowded streets;-their still lapse found us
Where Nature's charms were sure to win ;-

With fields, and flowers, and sunshine round us.

Hence, when I think of thee, I seem
Incapable of mourning for thee,

Though HE-whose will is love supreme-
From earth has chosen to withdraw thee.

I look on thee as one, who, born

In scenes where peace and virtue blossom ;-
Living-didst those retreats adorn,

And now sleep'st calmly in their bosom !

B. B.

TO MARY.

It is not alone while we live in the light
Of Friendship's kindling glance,

That its beam so true, and so tenderly bright,
Our purest joys can enhance :-

But that ray shines on through a night of tears,
And its light is round us in after years.

Nor is it while yet on the listening ear

The accents of Friendship steal,

That we know the extent of the joy, so dear,
Which its touching tones reveal:-

'Tis in after moments of sorrow and pain,
Their echo surpasses music's strain.

Though years have roll'd by, dear Mary! since we
Have look'd on each other's face,

Yet thy memory is fondly cherish'd by me,
For my heart is its dwelling-place;
And, if on this earth we should meet no more,
It must linger there still, until life is o'er.

The traveller who journeys the live-long day
Through some enchanting vale,-

Should he, when the mists of evening are grey,
Some neighb'ring mountain scale,-

O! will he not stop, and look back to review
The delightful retreats he has wander'd through?
So I, who have toil'd up life's steep hill

Some steps,-since we parted last,
Often pensively pause, and look eagerly still

On the few bright spots I have pass'd:-
And some of the brightest, dear Mary! to me,
Were the lovely ones I enjoy'd with thee.

I know not how soon dark clouds may shade
The valley of years gone by;

Or how quickly its happiest haunts may fade
In the mists of an evening sky;-

But 'till quench'd is the lustre of life's setting sun,
I shall look back, at times, as I now have done !-
B. BARTON.

SONNET.

"Tis not the sun with all his heavenly light,
Nor morning, when its glory first appears,
Nor yet the silent, sparkling orbs of night,-

Nor change of place,-nor Time's revolving years,~~
Nor mighty river,-nor the murmuring stream,
Nor flowers that bloom upon its verdant sides,
Nor yet when in it plays the moon's pale beam,
Nor evening's breath that calmly o'er it glides ;—
Nor dew-besprinkled grass, that glistens in the ray
Of morn-but flies the rapid strides of day ;-
Nor tender trees though sweetly blossoming,-

Nor birds' soft notes ;-No! nor returning Spring,
Though dress'd in all its charms, can give relief
To the sad heart, where dwells deep-rooted grief.
April, 1820.
M. M.

Persons.....

EMILY,

A DRAMATIC SKETCH.

Lord Mowbray.

Amelia, his daughter.

Maurice, Amelia's husband.

William, a Boy of six years old, the son of Maurice and Amelia.

Scene, the inside of a Cottage.

Amelia at work singing, Maurice enters during her Song.

The red rose is queen of the garden bower

That glows in the sun at noon;

And the lady lily 's the fairest flower

Whose white bells swing in the breeze of June;

But they, who come 'mid frost and flood,

Peeping from hedge or root of tree,

The primrose and the violet bud,

They are the dearest flowers to me.

The nightingale's is the sweetest song

That ever the rose has heard;

And when the lark chaunts yon clouds among

The lily looks up to the heavenly bird;

But the robin with his eye of jet,

Who pipes from the bare boughs merrily

To the primrose pale and the violet,

He is the dearest bird to me.

Am. Ah, art thou there? I thought I was alone.

Hast thou been long returned?

Mau.

Even now.

I'm glad ;

Am.
For I would feel thy presence,-as I used
When I, a conscious girl, if thou didst come
Behind my chair, knew thee without the aid
Of eye or ear. A wife's love is as strong;
Her sense should be as quick.

But maiden love

Mau.
Is mix'd with shame, and doubt, and consciousness,
Which have a thousand eyes, a thousand ears.
Amelia, thou art pale. Nay, if thou smilest
Thou wilt be pale no longer: thy sick smile
Is fitly wedded to a varying blush,

That flutters tremulously in thy fair cheek
Like shivering wings of new caught butterflies.
Ah, there it is!

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But thou wast pale,

Stooping so long o'er that embroidery,

That irksome toil. Go forth into the air.

Am. Not yet; there still is light enough to work, I have one flower to finish. Then I'll fly

To the sweet joys of busy idleness,

To our sweet garden; I am wanted there,

So William says; the freshening showers to-day
Have scattered my carnations; I must raise
Their clear and odorous beauties from the dark
Defiling earth.

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And foolish lover-husband I have got!
Art thou not weary?

Mau.

Only just enough.
To feel the comfort, sweetest, of repose,

Of such repose as this, here at thy feet
Extended, and my head against thy knee.

Am. Even as that sweet and melancholy princé, Hamlet the Dane, lay at Ophelia's feet

His lady-love. Wast thou not thinking so?
Mau. I was..

Am.
And I was likening thee to one-
Dost thou remember-'tis the prettiest moment
Of that most marvellous and truest book→
When her so dear Sir Charles at Harriot's feet
Lay turning up his bright face smilingly ;-
Dost thou remember?

Mau. Banterer! Where is William ?
Am. That is a secret. Do not question me,
Or I shall tell. He will be shortly back.

[Sings.

But they who come 'mid frost and flood,
Peeping from hedge or root of tree,
The primrose and the violet bud,

They are the dearest flowers to me.
Mau. How much thou lov'st that song!
Am.
He loves it so,

Our William: If far off within the wood
He do but catch one clear and singing note
Of that wild cheerful strain, he scuds along
With his small pretty feet, like the young brood
Of the hen-partridge to her evening call.
Mau. Well, but where is he?

Am.

Mau.

Guess.

Nay, tell me, love.

Am. To-day at noon, returning from the farm,
Where on some trifling errand I had sent him,
He left the path in chase of that bright insect
The burnished dragon-fly, with net-work wings
So beautiful. His shining guide flew on,
Tracing the channel of the rippling spring
Up to its very source: there William lost him;
But looking round upon that fairy scene
Of tangled wood and bubbling waters clear,
He found a fairy carpet; strawberries
Spread all about, in a rich tapestry

Of leaves and blushing fruit, and he is gone
With his own basket that his father made him,
His own dear father, to bring home his prize
To that dear father.

Mau.

Prythee, love, say on.

This is a tale which I could listen to

The live-long day.

Am.

And will it not be sweet

To see that lovely boy, blushing all over,

His fair brow reddening, and his smiling eyes
Filling with tears, his scarlet lips far ruddier
Than the red berries, stammering and forgetting
The little pretty speech that he has conn'd
But speaking in warm kisses? Will it not.

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