526 SAMSON AGONISTES. 103 Which argues over-just, and self-displeas'd For self-offense, more than for God offended. 515 Reject not then what offer'd means; who knows But God hath set before us, to return thee Home to thy country and his sacred house, Where thou mayst bring thy offerings, to avert His further ire, with pray’rs and vows renewid ? 520 SAM. His pardon I implore; but as for life, To what end should I seek it? when in strength All mortals I excell'd, and great in hopes With youthful courage and magnanimous thoughts Of birth from Heav'n foretold and high exploits, Full of divine instinct, after some proof Of acts indeed heroic, far beyond The sons of Anak, famous now and blaz’d, Fearless of danger, like a petty god I walk'd about admir'd of all and dreaded 530 On hostile ground, none daring my affront. Then swoll'n with pride into the snare I fell Of fair fallacious looks, venereal trains, Soften’d with pleasure and voluptuous life; At length to lay my head and hallow'd pledge 535 Of all my strength in the lascivious lap Of a deceitful concubine, who shore me Like a tame wether, all my precious fleece, Then turn’d me out ridiculous, despoild, Shav'n, and disarm’d among mine enemies. 540 Chor. Desire of wine and all delicious drinks, Which many a famous warrior overturns, Thou couldst repress, nor did the dancing ruby Sparkling, out-pour’d, the flavor, or the smell, SAM. Wherever fountain or fresh current flow'd Chor. O madness, to think use of strongest wines And strongest drinks our chief support of health, When God with these forbidd’n made choice to rear His mighty champion, strong above compare, 556 Whose drink was only from the liquid brook. SAM. But what avail'd this temp’rance, not comAgainst another object more enticing ? [plete What boots it at one gate to make defense, 560 And at another to let in the foe, Effeminately vanquish’d? by which means, Now blind,dishearten'd, sham’d, dishonor’d, quell’d, To what can I be useful, wherein serve My nation, and the work from Heav'n impos’d, 565 But to sit idle on the houshold hearth, A burd'nous drone; to visitant's a gaze, Or pity'd object, these redundant locks Rohustious to no purpose clustring down, Vain monument of strength ; till length of years 570 And sedentary numness craze my limbs To a contemptible old age obscure ? Here rather let me drudge and earn my bread, 575 my pains. Till vermin or the draff of servile food Man. Wilt thou then serve the Philistines with that SAM.Allotherwise to me my thoughts portend, 590 Man. Believe not these suggestions which proceed 607 615 By ransome, or how else: mean while be calm, And healing words froin these thy friends admit, SAM. O that Torment should not be confin'd To the body's wounds and sores, With maladies innumerable In heart, head, breast and reins; But must secret passage find 610 My griefs not only pain me 620 625 645 I was his nursling once and choice delight, His destin'd from the womb, Promis’d by heav'nly message twice descending. Under his special eye 636 Abstemious I grew up and thriv'd amain; He led me on to mightiest deeds Above the nerve of mortal arm Against th’uncircumcis’d, our enemies : 640 But now hath cast me off as never known, And to those cruel enemies, Whom I by his appointment had provok'd, Left me all helpless with th' irreparable loss Of sight, reserv'd alive to be repeated The subject of their cruelty or scorn. Nor am I in the list of them that hope; Hopeless are all my evils, all remediless; This one prayer yet remains, might I be heard, No long petition, speedy death, 650 The close of all my miseries, and the balm. CHOR. Many are the sayings of the wise In ancient and in modern books inrollid, Extolling patience as the truest fortitude ; And to the bearing well of all calamities, All chances incident to man's frail life, Consolitaries writ With study'd argument, and much persuasion sought Lenient of grief and anxious thought: But with th’afflicted in his pangs their sound 660 Little prevails, or rather seems a tune 655 |