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fet fire to the provifions they had laid up, on pur. pofe to diftrefs and ftarve them, things that I had never heard of, and that were yet all of them true in fact: but it was fo warm in my imagination, and fo realized to me, that to the hour I faw them, I could not be perfuaded but that it was or would be true; alfo, how I refented it when the Spaniard complained to me, and how I brought them to juftice, tried them before me, and ordered them all three to be hanged: what there was really in this, fhall be feen in its place: for however I came to form fuch things in my dream, and what fecret converse of fpirits injected it, yet there was, I fay, very much of it true. I own, that this dream had nothing literally and fpecifically true: but the general part was fo true, the bafe and villainous behaviour of these three hardened rogues was fuch, and had been so much worse than all I can defcribe, that the dream had too much fimilitude of the fact, and as I would afterwards have punished them severely; so if I had hanged them all, I had been much in the right, and fhould have been justifiable both by the laws of GOD and man.

But to return to my ftory. In this kind of temper I had lived fome years; I had no enjoyment of my life, no pleasant hours, no agreeable diverfion but what had fomething or other of this in it, so that my wife, who faw my mind fo wholly bent upon it, told me very seriously one night, that fhe believed there was fome fecret powerful impulse of Providence upon me, which had determined me to go thither again; and that fhe found nothing hindred my going but my being engaged to a wife and children. She

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told me, that it was true fhe could not think of parting with me; but as fhe was affured, that if the was dead it would be the first thing I would do; fo, as it seemed to her that the thing was determined above, she would not be the only obstruction: for if I thought fit, and refolved to go here fhe found me very intent upon her words, and that I looked very earnestly at her; fo that it a little difordered her, and fhe ftopped. I afked her why she did not go on, and fay out what fhe was going to fay? But I perceived her heart was too full, and fome tears stood in her eyes: Speak out my dear, faid I, are you willing I fhould go? No, fays fhe, very affectionately, I am far from willing: but if you are refolved to go, fays she, and rather than I will be the only hindrance, I will go with you; for though I think it a prepofterous thing for one of your years, and in your condition, yet if it must be, faid she again, weeping, I won't leave you; for if it be of heaven, you must do it; there is no refifting it; and if heaven makes it your duty to go, he will alfo make it mine to go with you, or otherwife difpofe of me, that I may not obftruct it.

This affectionate behaviour of my wife brought me a little out of the vapours, and I began to confider what I was doing; I corrected my wandering fancy, and began to argue with myfelf fedately, what business I had, after threefcore years, and after such a life of tedious fufferings and difafters, and clofed in fo happy and eafy a manner, I fay, what bufine's had I to rush into new hazards, and put myself upon adventures, fit only for youth and poverty to run into?

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With those thoughts, I confidered my new engagement; that I had a wife, one child born, and my wife then great with child of another; that I had all the world could give me, and had no need to feek hazards for gain; that I was declining in years, and ought to think rather of leaving what I had gained, than of feeking to increase it; that as to what my wife had faid, of its being an impulfe from heaven, and that it should be my duty to go, I had no notion, of that; so after many of these cogitations, I ftruggled with the power of my imagination, reafoned myself out of it, as I believe people may always do in like cafes, if they will; and, in a word, I conquered it; composed myself with such arguments as occurred to my thoughts, and which my present condition furnished me plentifully with; and particularly, as the moft effectual method, I refolved to divert myfelf with other things, and to engage in fome business that might effectually tie me up from any more excurfions of this kind; for I found the thing return upon me chiefly when I was idle, had nothing to do, or any thing of moment immediately before me.

To this purpose I bought a little farm in the county of Bedford, and refolved to remove myself thither. I had a little convenient houfe upon it, and the land about it I found was capable of great improvement, and that it was many ways fuited to my inclination, which delighted in cultivating, managing, planting and improving of land; and particularly, being an inland country, I was removed from converfing among ships, failors, and things relating to the remote part of the world,

In a word, I went down to my farm, fettled my family, bought me ploughs, harrows, a cart, waggon, horfes, cows, sheep; and setting seriously to work, became in one half year a meer country gentleman; my thoughts were entirely taken up in managing my fervants, cultivating the ground, enclosing, planting, &c. and I lived, as I thought, the moft agreeable life that nature was capable of directing, or that a man always bred to misfortunes was capable of being retreated to.

I farmed upon my own land, I had no rent to pay, was limited by no articles; I could pull up or cut down as I pleased: what I planted was for myfelf, and what I improved, was for my family; and having thus left off the thoughts of wandering, I had not the least discomfort in any part of my life, as to this world. Now I thought indeed, that I enjoyed the middle ftate of life which my father fo earnestly recommended to me, a kind of heavenly life, fome thing like what is defcribed by the poet upon the fubject of a country life.

Free from vices, free from care,

Age has no pains, and youth no fnare.

But in the middle of all this felicity, one blow from unforeseen Providence unhinged me at once; and not only made a breach upon me, inevitable and incurable, but drove me, by its confequence, upon a deep relapse into the wandering difpofition; which, as I may fay, being born in my very blood, foon recovered its hold of me, and, like the returns of a violent diftemper, came on with an irrefiftible force upon me; fo that nothing could make any more impreffion

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impreffion upon me. This blow was the lofs of my wife.

It is not my bufinefs here to write an elegy upon my wife, to give a character of her particular virtues, and make my court to the fex by the flattery of a funeral fermon. She was, in a few words, the stay of all my affairs, the center of all my enterprizes, the engine that by her prudence reduced me to that happy compafs I was in, from the most extravagant and ruinous project that fluttered in my head as above; and did more to guide my rambling genius, than a mother's tears, a father's inftructions, a friend's counfel, or all my own reafoning powers could do. I was happy in liftening to her tears, and in being moved by her entreaties, and to the last degree defolate and diflocated in the world by the lofs of her.

When fhe was gone, the world looked aukwardly round me; I was as much a ftranger in it, in my thoughts, as I was in the Brafils when I went first on shore there; and as much alone, except as to the affiftance of fervants, as I was in my ifland. I knew neither what to do, or what not to do. I faw the world bufy round me, one part labouring for bread, and the other part fquandring in vile exceffes or empty pleasures, equally miferable, because the end they propofed ftill fled from them; for the men of pleasure every day furfeited of their vice, and heaped up work for forrow and repentance; and the men of labour spent their ftrength in daily ftrugglings for breath to maintain the vital ftrength they laboured with, fo living in a daily circulation of forrow, living but to work, and working but to live, as if daily

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