And Death's dark shadows fly the gospel-sun. proved. 'Can, then, absurdities, as well as crimes, Speak man immortal?' All things speak him so. 600 Much has been urged; and dost thou call for more ? Call, and with endless questions be distress'd, All unresolvable, if earth is all. 'Why life, a moment? infinite, desire? 605 Our wish, eternity? our home, the grave? Heaven's promise dormant lies in human hope; Why happiness pursued, though never found! 610 Man's thirst of happiness declares it is 615 620 625 Conscience of guilt is prophecy of pain, And bosom-counsel to decline the blow. 630 Thus on-these, and a thousand pleas uncall'd, All promise, some insure, a second scene; Than all things else most certain were it false, 635 What truth on earth so precious as the lie? This world it gives us, let what will ensue ; The future of the present is the soul. How this life groans, when sever'd from the next! 640 By dark distrust his being cut in two, Couldst thou persuade me the next life could fail 645 Our ardent wishes, how should I pour out My bleeding heart in anguish, new as deep! And wide extends the bounds of human woe! In this black channel would my ravings run :— Fall how profound! like Lucifer's the fall! O for delusion! O for error still! 650 G55 660 Could vengeance strike much stronger than to plant A thinking being in a world like this, 665 Not over rich before, now beggar'd quite, 670 Why sense? why life? if but to sigh, then sink All poison'd into pains. First, knowledge, once 675 'Know my Creator? climb his bless'd abode 680 685 Man gasping for one drop, that he might cease 690 Now leagued with furies, and with thee,* against me. 'Know his achievements? study his renown? Contemplate this amazing Universe, Dropp'd from his hand with miracles repleto! 695 For what? mid miracles of nobler name, To find one miracle of misery? To find the being, which alone can know And praise his works, a blemish on his praise! Through Nature's ample range, in thought to stroll, 701 The sigh of Knowledge ?-Virtue shares the sigh 705 What gains she but the pang of seeing worth, With every vice, and swept to brutal dust? 710 A crime to reason, if it costs us pain * Lorenzo. Unpaid what pain, amidst a thousand more, 'Duty! religica!-these, our duty done, 715 Who feign yourselves the favourites of the skies, 720 That toss and struggle in my lying breast, To scale the skies, and build presumptions there, As I wore heir of an eternity. Vain, vain ambitions! trouble me no more. Why travel far in quest of sure defeat? 725 As bounded as my being be my wish. All is inverted, Wisdom is a fool. Sense take the rein; blind Passion! drive us on; And, Ignorance! befriend us on our way; 730 Ye new, but truest patrons of our peace! Yes, give the pulse full empire; live the brute, Since as the brute we die: the sum of man, Of godlike man! to revel and to rot. 'But not on equal terms with other brutes; 735 Their revels a more poignant relish yield, And safer too; they never poisons choose. Instinct than Reason makes more wholesome meals, 740 745 Cast in one lot, confounded, lump'd in death? 750 'Ere yet in being, was mankind in guilt? Why thunder'd this peculiar clause against us, "All-mortal, and all-wretched!"-Have the skies Reasons of state their subjects may not scan, Nor humbly reason when they sorely sigh ?— "All-mortal and all-wretched!"-'Tis too much, 755 Unparallel'd in Nature: 'tis too much, On being unrequested at thy hands, 'And why see that? why thought! To toil and eat, Then make our bed in darkness, needs no thought. 760 What superfluities are reasoning souls! Oh! give eternity, or thought destroy. But without thought our curse were half unfelt; Its blunted edge would spare the throbbing heart, And therefore 'tis bestow'd. I thank thee, Reason! For aiding Life's too small calamities, And giving being to the dread of death. Such are thy bounties !-Was it then too much For me to trespass on the brutal rights? 766 Too much for Heaven to make one emmet more? 770 Too much for Chaos to permit my mass A longer stay with essences unwrought, Unfashion'd, untormented into man? Wretched preferment to this round of pains! Wretched capacity of dying, life! 775 Life, Thought, Worth, Wisdom, all (O foul revolt') Once friends to peace gone over to the foe. 'Death, then, has changed its nature too. O Death! Come to my bosom, thou best gift of Heaven! Best friend of man! since man is man no more. Why in this thorny wilderness so long, Since there's no promised land's ambrosial bower, To pay me with its honey for my stings' If needful to the selfish schemes of Heaven 780 785 To sting us sore, why mock'd our misery? Why this so sumptuous insult o'er our heads? |