CHILDE HAROLD'S PILGRIMAGE. CANTO III. "Afin que cette application vous forçât de penser à autre chose; ill n'y a en vérité de remède que celui-là et le temps." Lettre du Roi de Prusse à D'Alembert, Sept. 7, 1776. I. Is thy face like thy mother's my fair child! But with a hope. --- Awaking with a start, The waters heave around me; and on high The winds lift up their voices: I depart, Whither I know not; but the hour's gone by, When Albion's lessening shores could grieve or glad mine eye. II. Once more upon the waters! yet once more! And the waves bound beneath me as a steed That knows his rider. Welcome, to their roar! Swift be their guidance, wheresoe'er it lead! Though the strain'd mast should quiver as a reed, And the rent canvass fluttering strew the gale, Still must I on; for I am as a weed, Flung from the rock, on Ocean's foam, to sail Where'er the surge may sweep, the tempest's breath prevail. III. In my youth's summer I did sing of One, The wandering outlaw of his own dark mind; Again I seize the theme then but begun, And bear it with me, as the rushing wind Bears the cloud onwards: in that Tale I find The furrows of long thought, and dried-up tears, Which, ebbing, leave a steril track behind, O'er which all heavily the journeying years Plod the last sands of life,-where not a flower ap. pears. IV. Since my young days of passion-joy, or pain, Perchance my heart and harp have lost a string, And both may jar: it may be, that in vain I would essay as I have sung to sing. Yet though a dreary strain to this I cling So that it wean me from the weary dream Of selfish grief or gladness-so it fling Forgetfulness around me-it shall seem To me, though to none else, a not ungrateful theme. V. He, who grown aged in this world of wo, Why thought seeks refuge in lone caves, yet rife With airy images, and shapes which dwell Still unimpair'd though old, in the soul's haunted cell. VI. 'Tis to create, and in creating live Mix'd with thy spirit, blended with thy birth, And feeling still with thee in my crush'd feelings' dearth: VII. Yet must I think less wildly :—I have thought Too long and darkly, till my brain became, In its own eddy boiling and o'erwrought, A whirling gulf of phantasy and flame: And thus, untaught in youth my heart to tame, My springs of life were poison'd. 'Tis too late! Yet am I changed; though still enough the same In strength to bear what time cannot abate, And feed on bitter fruits without accusing Fate. VIII. Something too much of this :—but now 'tis past, And the spell closes with its silent seal. Long absent Harold reappears at last; He of the breast which fain no more would feel, Wrung with the wounds which kill not, but ne'er heal; Yet time, who changes all, had alter'd him In soul and aspect as in age: years steal Fire from the mind as vigour from the limb; And life's enchanted cup but sparkles near the brim. IX. His had been quaff'd too quickly, and he found Which gall❜d forever, fettering though unseen, And heavy though it clank'd not; worn with pain, Which pined although it spoke not, and grew keen, Entering with every step, he took, through many a scene. X. Secure in guarded coldness, he had mix'd He found in wonder-works of God and Nature's But who can view the ripen'd rose nor seek fold |