The heart against itself; and to conceal, With a proud caution, love, or hate, or aught,— Passion or feeling, purpose, grief or zeal,-Which is the tyrant spirit of our thought, Is a stern task of soul :-No matter,—it is taught.

CXII.

And for these words, thus woven into song,
It may be that they are a harmless wile,—
The colouring of the scenes which fleet along,
Which I would seize, in passing, to beguile
My breast, or that of others, for a while.
Fame is the thirst of youth,-but I am not
So young as to regard men's frown or smile,
As loss or guerdon of a glorious lot;

I stood and stand alone,―remember'd or forgot.

CXIII.

I have not loved the world, nor the world me; I have not flatter'd its rank breath, nor bow'd To its idolatries a patient knee,

Nor coin'd my cheek to smiles,—nor cried aloud
In worship of an echo; in the crowd

They could not deem me one of such; I stood
Among them, but not of them; in a shroud
Of thoughts which were not their thoughts, and
still could,

Had I not filed (24) my mind, which thus itself subdued.

CXIV.

I have not loved the world, nor the world me,But let us part fair foes; I do believe,

Though I have found them not, that there may be Words which are things,—hopes which will not

deceive,

And virtues which are merciful, nor weave

Snares for the failing: I would also deem

O'er others griefs that some sincerely grieve; (25)

That two, or one, are almost what they seem,That goodness is no name, and happiness no dream.

CXV.

My daughter! with thy name this song begunMy daughter! with thy name thus much shall end

I see thee not, I hear thee not, but none Can be so wrapt in thee; thou art the friend To whom the shadows of far years extend: Albeit my brow thou never should'st behold, My voice shall with thy future visions blend, And reach into thy heart,-when mine is cold,— A token and a tone, even from thy father's mould.

CXVI.

To aid thy mind's development,-to watch
Thy dawn of little joys,-to sit and see
Almost thy very growth, to view thee catch
Knowledge of objects,-wonders yet to thee!
To hold thee lightly on a gentle knee,
And print on thy soft cheek a parent's kiss,-
This, it should seem, was not reserved for me;
Yet this was in my nature:-as it is,

I know not what is there, yet something like to this.

CXVII.

Yet, though dull Hatė as duty should be taught, I know that thou wilt love me; though my name Should be shut from thee, as a spell still fraught With desolation, and a broken claim:

Though the grave closed between us,—'twere the

same,

I know that thou wilt love me; though to drain

My blood from out thy being, were an aim, And an attainment,-all would be in vain, Still thou would'st love me, still that more than life retain..

CXVIII.

The child of love,-though born in bitterness, And nurtured in convulsion. Of thy sire These were the elements,-and thine no less. As yet such are around thee,-but thy fire Shall be more temper❜d, and thy hope far higher. Sweet be thy cradled slumbers! O'er the sea, And from the mountains where I now respire, Fain would I waft such blessing upon thee, As, with a sigh, I deem thou might'st have been to me!

CHILDE HAROLD'S PILGRIMAGE.

CANTO IV.

Visto ho Toscana, Lombardia, Romagna,
Quel Monte che divide, e quel che serra
Italia, e un mare e l'altro, che la bagna,

Ariosto. Satira iii.